You!

Hey You!
You...The Guy who wanted to be A Girl
Lived your life like A Girl
Now...
You have to face it like A Guy!

I mean a Real Guy
With janggut and misai!
Does it feel weird
Now you are not able to
put on your short skirt?

And those smooth shaved legs
You were so proud to show
Are pustules and pus
And dry excoriation
Smelly...........

Where does it pain more?
Your pride?
Your heart?
Or your Inguinal Swelling
To your Scrotal Sore?

You might be afraid
Your hiv has now
Been extended  to AIDS

And You!
The Other Guy
A good blend
A dutiful fren
You pushed your fren around on  wheelchair
As you listened to his agony and despair

You The Other Guy
Who also wanted to be A Girl
And still living your life like  A Girl
Your fren is now an ex-Girl!

You
A good blend
A dutiful fren
Havent you talk
Man to Man?

Now you have seen
And listened
His agony and despair and pain
Perhaps...
You want to get back
To be A Guy again.


Aasiyaa
sekadar renungan

Mimpi

I remember that my fb friend wrote a puisi
Cant recall the whole part of it
But this is deep...i think
"Jangan sampai apabila sesat nanti
Kita salahkan kepada mimpi..."


Aasiyaa
terpana lihat status2 fasa GE13

Racism

A person may claim that he or she is The Most Non Racist Person on earth...but it is all in the state of Mind and  Actions always speak its loudest....
Kalau dengan Bangladeshis or Indonesians pun RUDE nak mampus!!!! Tak payah lah nak mengaku bersaudara  kita-kita sesama Melayu, Cina  dan India.....atau mana-mana bangsa di seantero dunia.


Aasiyaa
#taklarat#

Kaki

Tadi aku berbicara lagi
Tadi itu tentang kaki
Akulah yang tersalah sangka
Ketiadaan kaki...
Kencing manis punya angkara?

Kaki kanan dari pangkal peha
Sudah hilang begitu lamanya
Sembilanbelastujuhpuluhsembilan, bulan tiga
Tigapuluh tahun, sudah lebih ya?
Dia senyum dalam ketawa

Waktu itu kami ke hutan Grik
Hantar barangan ubat-ubatan
Ditembak kami berlapan
Masih hidup...walau cacat tubuh badan

Panjang dia bercerita
Teman teman bernasib sama
Waktu itu Jendralnya siapa
Pengganas komunis...siapa yang bela...

Seperti
Tak terbesit kesal dihati
Keadaan kudung sebelah kaki!



Aasiyaa
Met a Pahlawan

KakYong vs KakYongs

Kakak has never been to work?

Not that kakak doesnt  want to...
But ayah died in 2002
Mum is a diabetic
Had a BKA in 2006
And then adik fell sick
The mass on his legs became so big...

saya jaga mak
saya jaga adik

Dah 4 tahun macam ni...
Kenapa kakak tak bawak adik pergi hospital?

Kami..ada motor jer sebijik
Adik tak boleh jalan, kakak tak larat angkat
lagipun...kalau kena operation kami takdak duit
mujoq mak dgn arwah ayah ada pencen
Cukup makan..buleh laa
bayaq letrik, bayaq ayaq
Adik bongsu baru kereja kilang
tulong sikit2 buleh laa nak idup

Kakak masak
Basuh kain, jemur kain
Bersih rumah
Kalau Mak dgn Adik
nak Buang Air Besar
Atau Buang Air Kecik
Kakak kena tolong....
Takdak orang lain.

And kakak said these
With a smile on her face


#KakYongMetAnotherKakYong#inallinadayswork#
Pondering......
Life is full of responsible KakYongs .......(AbangYeops tak terasa ke? :) )
LilySue is a KakYong
MomeGirsang is a KakYong
AasiyaaHashim is a KakYong :p :)
Kakak...is not the first KakYong i met@ work
Thanks drZY who did homevisit and refered...you must be a KakYong too! :)
Ya Allah, Please protect and love and Bless all the KakYongs in this world.


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Telephone conversation :)

Daughter:  Abah......%#$@*&^()**+=@!***!!!!???####@@@@%%%%***&&&$$$+*&^%$#@!@#$%^*()_+
Dad:        Alllooooooooo? Alloooooooo? Alooooooooo....ini Banggali punya rumah...Malayu taktauuu.
Daughter: Abah!!!!....Akak niii .....!@#$%^&*()_++!@@@#####&&***&^*)++++@@####^%%%$!@#$%^&*()_+
Dad:       Alllooooooooooo     salah nombor ka? Alloooo ini Banggali punya rumah...Malayu tak tau!
Toot toot hang off


YoungAasiyaa
Over telephoning over petty stuffs??? :D :p
#missingdad and hiscrackyjokes#

7th April-Remembering Dad on his birthday :)

Dad:  'You! Baju yang dalam timba dalam bilik ayor tu, I dah basuhkan dan kincah2 dah...I keluor kejap, You tak payah jemur kain baju tu.....balik karang I sidei(sidai) kan ler. '

Mum: Nodded

Mum's Guests: As speculated by Dad-dalam hati mungkin berkata...... :)
                       Ya Allah, rajin nye suami Cikgu Umi ini....dah ler baik, rajin pulak tu....

Children : Blank stare, Boring Blank Look... :p
               (like we dont know who in the family never washed his own clothes?)

Akak
#MissingAbah&hiscrackyjokes#fondmemories#
AlFatihah

Sad and Disheartening-The Meaning

Sad and disheartening is
Watching an 8 year old
Diagnosed Pelvic Embryonal Rabdomyosarcoma
With Lung Metastasis
And Pericardial Effusion
No Active Resussitation.

#allinadayswork#aunty'smode
Aunty
(T_T)

Bizarre

if i were
to put up
a fake identity
on fb maybe...^_^
it wud be
full of Bizarre-ity!
how do i lie?
and then remembers it?
seriously...............


Aasiyaa
#randombrushandticklesmind#

The Queen :P

"I am Queen Aasiyaa.  Wife of The  Great Fir-Aun. King of The Ancient Egypt."

"Queen Aasiyaa"(in her dream..)
tengah cekak pinggang, in a heavily celak eyes- jegil mata ala-ala Kak Pi, talking  to Sultan Jamalul Kiram III!!!


p/s sultan jamalul kiram WHO????
Schizophrenia Herbephrenic ke??????
 #modehijauIncredibleHulk#

RM 3327.94

perhaps...i will never understand
the plight of yours
you..the not so ordinary man
with rm 3327.94 cent
that was written in Akaun Satu
penyata wang KWSP mu itu
perasaan....
hatiku sedikit lebih keras dari batu
tapi yang ini bikin aku sedikit sayu

'buleh tak dr tulong saya
nak bagi keluaq duit saya
dulu saya kereja
tapi dah lama dah saya tak kereja
tak dak sapa nak ambik saya kereja
depa kata saya gila
saya ambik ubat dah lama
dari umoq saya muda
laa ni ada dengaq suara-suara
tapi suara-suara tu saya boleh control dr
masaalah saya, saya takdak duit nak beli makan!'

dah 45 tahun umoq saya
Mak saya lah jaga saya
tapi la ni, dia pun dah 80 tahun
sampai bila dia nak jaga saya?
dia pun dah tak larat dah.....
ada kak saya duk sebelah rumah
anak dia pun ramai
laki dia kerja guard ja
satni kalau apa-apa saya kelahi dengan depa
depa panggey polis
saya jugak hat yang nak kena gari!

Tulong lah saya dr
kita bagi keluaq duit KWSP saya.....

Aasiyaa
sekadar bercerita
thinks she ought to build Half-way Houses/Homes...in her dreams! :'(

#shout# The Speech

"Bahawa sesungguhnya, kita haruslah MEMPERKASAkan GREEN ZONE kita dahulu, sebelum kita membuat apa-apa langkah untuk memperkayakan locum".


Background:
clap clap clap
HIDUP GREEN ZONE! (with a sepanduk ya!)
:)


Aasiyaa
behind a podium making a speech-in my dreams.....:D
All in a day's work
my small world issue=Memperkasakan green zone against memperkayakan locum!
micropolitic?